Ego, Imposter Syndrome, and the Tension That Drives Science
The other day, I read a comment joking that everyone in science is either an egoist or has imposter syndrome. It was obviously satirical, but it lingered with me, prompting me to wonder why it feels uncomfortably close to the truth. The joke assumes a binary, that you can only think that you’re the best scientist or the worst. But speaking from my own experience, I’d argue that most scientists are forced to adopt the external projection of egoism while still internally feeling imposter syndrome at the same time. I often feel like the academic system favors having an ego, whether intentionally or not. Bold claims in high-impact journals, confident grant applications, and assertive presentations at conferences all signal authority, which tends to be rewarded. Metrics like citations, h-index, and journal prestige favor those who can make their work highly visible, while leadership roles and networking opportunities often go to the most outspoken or self-assured. Now, I’m not saying that ...